1st times movie without u~

Huh.....

Just finish watching BATTLESHIP~

like wat u tell me....

is really a nice movie~

after we break up~ i no go watch movie ad~

today is the 1st time i go cinema watch movie that without u~

although i go watch wif friend~

my best friend~ jakson and jie ming~

how to say the feel ???

erm....gt a bit lonely~

haha~

usually go watch movie wif u u will ask me explain wat the movie is about and if u dun understand the word u will ask me~

i really enjoy explain to u ~ i like the feel when explain to u ~

i like to see the face u act when u understand wat i say~

really enjoy it :')

just now go watch movie ~without u beside me~

really really uncomfortable~

:')

but is ok ~

i need to make it as a habit le~

cause u ad not beside me le~

i know~

I have to make it as a habit le~

I have to ~

Xin~ good night ba~ :-)

Friend~

Xin~
u know i vry miss u~
wan exam soon~ i know when exam is coming u will very stress~
dun worry~
i m here~
i will hlp u as much as possible de~
just now study e commerce~
suddenly think bck the past~
think bck when your friend come to malacca ply~
Xin ~
u know u very lucky ?
u have a gang of best friend tat other ppl never had~
u all very appreciate the time u all together crazy~
together ply~
although i just know your friend not long~
just few day~but your friend vry good~
they treat me like old friend~
and u miss and sayang them like best friend~
no no no~ u ad treat them like your family members~
i vry xian mu u all have such a good relationship wif each other~
remember bck....tat day at hotel~
i just finish bath and u at besides de room~
i go find u by cover my head wif towel~
when i step in the room~
your friend and you see me then all laugh like crazy~
i so curious y u all laugh like tat~
then u all tell me~
i cover my head wif towel look like malay girl~
vry funny~
u all laugh like crazy~
from tat day~i gt a new name from your friend~
MK~malay ken~
>.< haha~
this name is really funny~
i miss the time wif u and your friend~
ply crazy , laugh crazy , drunk crazy , eat crazy~
tat time is really funny and i really miss it~
R u too?
u have a group of best friend~
hope u all will appreciate this relationship till forever~
:-)
3.15am
Xin~good night~

1st video

The 1st video tat i make for u~
1st time i make this type of video for u~
I still remember~
I make this video for celebrate we together foe 4th month~
Although it is not long~
But for me i feel happy~
And i appreciate the time we together~
Every seconds~
Every minutes~
Every hours~
Every days~
Every months~
Tat day , i remember~
I make tis video till very late~
But when i see u see this video u feel happy and surprise ~
It worth for me~
Just wanna say :

我会一直爱你，即使你已经不爱我了，我还是会爱你，这是我最后能给你的承诺。。。

Xin~ Good Night~  <3

Bii :')

Xin...
tonight....i suddenly remember bck the time we together...
the 1st we meet..
the 1st i ask u go moli lim teh...
the 1st time i sms u...
the 1 st time we kiss...
all....alll in my brain...
it suddenly come out....this make me cry ...
i open talkbox...listen bck the voice tat u send to me be4....
....
it really funny....
i miss tat...
remember u use talkbox to do presentation pratice???
i listen bck....funny de u....
:')
still remember our promise ma???
u ask me...m i will leave u.....wat i ans u ....
i say i would not leave u....
be4 ~
now~ 
future~
i also would not leave u ....
keep waiting u...
as i promise u de thing...i sure will do it...for u....
long time din hear u say good night to me le...
be4 every night u say good night to me....
tat let me sleep tide ....
now ....it just dissapear ad....
good night... xin ....
:')

I'm still loving you~

Xin...today...i more miss u...
maybe is because i just see u a while only...
u just cut hair ...and u ask me...m u look nice with this hairstyle...
My answer is always yes...u r the beautiful...
In my eyes...watever u change ...
u will always the beautiful girl in my eyes and my heart....
is really lonely tat my life without u....
i eat alone...do wat thing also alone...
the life tat without your sound is lonely ....
no ppl ask me do thing...no ppl say wan eat thing...
no ppl say hungry...no ppl say boring...
i really miss tat.... :')
just listen to your Favorite song...'I'm still loving you'.....
is really nice...now i know y u so love this song ad.... 

When i close my eyes I think of you ;
And the time we've had been through ;
Even though we're far apart right now ;


 I remember back when you were here with me ;
How you've made my world complete ; 
But now I'm left alone ;


We talk about love and hope ;
Wishing we could start a life our own ;
I wish that i could life without you ; (but i cant)


Why did you tear my heart apart ; 
You said you'd love me from the start ; 
All those painful thing that you've put me though ;
But I'm still loving you ;


I've tried to give my best to you ; 
I don't deserve the things you do ;
Everything has gone to memories ; 
I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies .

This song~'I'm still loving you' by 连诗雅
wat a nice song....
every time i heard tis song...i will think of u....
i love u....
 how r u today...?
i wish u could live happily every day....i know u will...
so i dun worry about it....i miss the way u hug me when slp...
:')
Xin~good night~

Li Xin~

Today de u ...vry happy...
Is good to see u so happy ...
I see u happy...i also happy le...
When i see u smile...all my tired all my unhappiness gone...
Xin ... keep smile always ya...  :'-)
Really thx today u still acc me go see doctor...really thx...
Now i m the one who always sick le...so useless...
Be4 u r the one who always sick...now...change me ad...
Xin ... m i so useless?
Be4 when i sick....
u r the one who keep asking me go see doctor,eat medicine and take care of me....
But now...i alone ad...
Is ok...nvm....i will take good care of myself de...
Dun worry me....
U also need take care yourself ar...u look like wan sick ad.....Drink more water ....
Many ppl ask me....R u so important to me??
My answer always is YES !! U R SO IMPORTANT TO ME....
I CANT GIVE UP EVERYTHING...BUT I  CANT GIVE UP U...
cuz u ad become part of my life ad...u so important to me...
I still remember u tell me....
The movie 'the next stop happiness' u say is vry touching....
U watch untill cry...Tat wat u tell me...
Now i go download and watch....
I do this cuz i wan to experience wat u experience be4...
although i know some of it i cant experience ...
but i will try my best try to experience....i will try...
i cant stop thinking of u....every night...i think of u...
tonight also same....i think of u again....

Xin~good night ~ <3

Emo

U ask me....
Write blog not boring mie ??? not tired mie??
Actually for me is not !!!
I write this blog ...i can tell u the thing tat i wan tell u on here...
Is necessary for me...
Today...the 8 day u leave me...
I still miss u...
Many people say me stupid...y need wait u ...
For they maybe they think not worth...
But for me i think it worth for u...
I promise u ...
I will wait u ...
During this time i will change myself for u...
Do wat i promise to someone...
Someone tat is important for me....
Just saw this word on fb~

 세상이 아무리 변해도 널 좋아하는 내 마음이 변하지 않을 것이다.


无论世事如何变换 , 我爱你的心不会变。♥ 

No matter wat happen...i still wait u...
I still loving u...
Must take care ar....dun get sick....
So fast wan midterm exam ad lo...
Study ad ma???
So late ad...i think u slp ad ba...
Just wan say good night to u at here only...
Good Night...Bii

Miss u...

Today,dun know y...i damn miss u...

The life tat without u is so boring...

Time flew slow...

Really the life tat without u is meaningless...

U r the reason y i life....

I think many thing today....

All i think is about u....

All in my brain is u...

I just wan u be happy...now we break up ad...

During tis time...i will change myself...

I swear i will change be better and better ...

I will change myself be better for our future...

Xin...i wait u...

I love U ...so now i will improve myself to be better and better for u...

I will study hard...Work hard...

Trust me...i will change...

Change to be a better boy tat just for u...

Xin...when one day u bck to me...u will know i change ad....

I not the one who u know le...

I m the new one....i will wait u....

Just finish watching ON CALL 36 HOURS...your favorites movie...

After watch the movie...i learn one thing ...
Like wat 一件头say...i can say i love u to u as many times as i can...
But i just wan hear u say i do...
It so touching....
I willing to wait u...
Wait u bck to me ...
I willing....I love u...
Xin~good night~

Today's night tat without u....
i feel lonely tat u not besides me...
maybe i need to be practice like tis le....
i hope i can....but after i try...
I cant...
U ad become one of my life ad....
is difficult to life without u....
there is no choice for me....
i have to be like tis....
i have to be practice to live without u....
i try....i really miss u....
when i close my eyes i think of u ...
every night ....
xin...r u happy ma...?
do u miss me ma?
i know we cant be bck like be4...
on fb....steve post a photo...and say when our gangs can be bck like tat ...
when i see the photo...i feel like want cry....
cuz i know....we cant be bck like be4 ad....
take care know ma....
when u need me...i will always be thr to hlp u....
wait u...even though i suffer from time to time....
but i will keep on waiting for u....cuz i believe ...u will bck to me one day...
no matter how long....i just wan u be happy ....always be happy...
and i always waiting for u...Bii... :')

Dream :')

Yesterday...i dream....
it seem like i long time no dream ad....
in my dream...u appears in my dream...
tat was a surprise for me....
u know wat i dream ma???
i dream me and u no break up...
we go DP drink chatime~
go eat MacDonald~
go buy shirt~
go cinema watch movie~
and other many many thing~
i feel warm when u hold my hand~
i like the feel...this feel now i still can feel warn on my hand~
but...it all is just a dream ~
after i wake up...all just dream...
i hope it was true...u know...?

i very miss u ....u know....i cant life without u....
in my life...u r one of my life now....now~
u leave me ad...i dunno wat to do...i dunno wat my life is about ad~
do u miss me???
dear~i miss u... u gt miss me ma?
even a little bit miss me i also happy ad....
wat i wan is vry simple only...
u know today is wat day ma???
if today we still together ...we ad together for 9 month...
but we break ad...just like wat i say...i will wait u ...
I promise u ~ I will wait u~
When u tired or need someone besides u...i will always ready for u...
today...i cant slp...i too miss u ad...maybe i EMO or wat...
i think now u must slp sweet now...
remember cover up your blanket when slp ...
dun get cold ...lter sick...
gud night ba... <3
bii :')

M I Wrong??

M i wrong????
This question i ask myself for long time...
I cant answer this....
Can anyone tell me....
Wat i do during this time is wrong or right?
This is the 1st day u treat me cool like ice...
I know wat mean ad...I just try to protect u only ...
I need the answer from u....
But i know u would not answer me ad de....
Never mind...I would not ask u anymore...
I will write all the thing here....
Hope u someday free or boring....
U can come here have a look on it....
I vry happy if u do tat...
Besides that , everyday i will write the thing tat i wan say to u in a pink paper and fold it into a heart...
I put in a Tupperware...hope when u boring...u will open it and have a look...
Lastly i tell u... I Love U ....
I dunno tat u will know wat i said or not...but really hope u will know ...
I WAIT U ~Bii

All ends here...Is time to give U bck your freedom~

2012/3/13~
Today...i make a hard choice in my life...
4.27am~i cant even fall in sleep~
i miss u~ u know?
I break up wif my lover girl~Shanice
This choice is the most difficult choice tat i ever make in my life~
My heart fell so pain~From this second...i loss u from my life~
I dun know can i life without u or not...
I really dun know~Cry...is the only way that i can release my feelings~
I will always wait u come bck to me~
Maybe other think i m stupid or wat~ No matter wat happen...I still waiting u~
I hope one day...u will bck to me~ I always wait u ~
Hope one day....u will find your true love~
If u find your true love....remember tell me~I m happy if u find your true love
Although i m not the best~but i m the one who love u more than myself~
Dear~I love u~

Happy birthday to u Dear...

happy birthday !!!!

                This is your 1st birthday tat u celebrate in Malacca...

A new place for u , new friend ,  new life....Although i not celebrate wif u and we together after  6 days from your birthday...I was vry happy to meet u ....u r beautiful...u r beautiful is true...This song is for u....not matter wat happen ... u r always the most beautiful in my eyes...

Dear...still remember the 1st i send to u?? "Hi...i m your classmate...can i be friend wif u ???" Every times i think of it i will laugh...Do u laugh too??? Haha.... ^^

 Dear u must remember...When u need hlp...Your friend sure will hlp u...Dun keep i                                heart and suffer alone...I will always besides u...